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Monday, July 26, 2004

Conspiracy...?

What i heard were rumours but now fact.
Coco asked Rin to spend the night at her place.
Coco, my ex, who has been strangely nice and friendly towards Rin these past few days wanted Rin to spend the night, and clubbing. (not necessarily in that order)
Coco claims to be the type of person who is an honorable friend with good intentions towards everything. She's so friendly, she never has a problem with loneliness. She has so many friends, and tries makes so much more friends all the time its' like a singaporean trying to make money.

Why?

If i'm not mistaken, i could sense a hint of sadistic pleasure when she hears about someone not having as many friends as her. More sadistic if that someone is considered "attractive". It seems sometimes that to her, beating all the others in a pointless one-sided race is what life is all about.
Who cares how many friends you have?
Who cares about how you are able to treat your boyfriend like a pet?
Some of us do notice, and we let her go on with it. It's too troublesome to bother. If she's digging her own grave, the most i could do is watch...and maybe hold the light over her head.
We, her good friends (by her definition of the word "friend"), are the ones who plays pool or fooseball with you. The ones you keep company while we wait for our classes to start. The ones we joke around and have fun with over lunch.
But should she need a shoulder to cry on, i would think that she's in too deep in her self-dug grave to reach our shoulders. (While we're chilling and watch the stars in the sky and keeping her company while she dig, dig, dig)
I'm still available for some pool though, but she has a better chance of pushing elephants up stairs than expect me to be there in her time of need.
Not to forget that people such as myself, are her good friends.

Back to the topic whereby she invited Rin to spend the night at her place.
I'll make this quick.

Why, of all people, she invites someone whom she managed to get to know well afew days ago?
Because she has no other female friend?
She had! But she's normally too busy trying to get more and more male attention that her neglected female friends couldn't be f*ked to hang around in case she needs a shoulder to soak.

A message to all of you, you don't want to have friends like us. You don't want to be like her.

She thinks she's well respected by all. We think she's just a good time. (Not necessarily in a sexual manner)
Some girls live in a massive illusion that i'm intrigued in watching the moment the truth kicks in.

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