Wintermaul Wars

All right then. I'll be a man of my words. 


This is a picture of the fool who beat me in Wintermaul Wars.
We struck a deal, the defeated will put the other up on his blog.

There's a perfectly good explanation for that.
His towers were cheaper than mine by a mile but the damage wasn't that different.
A serious advantage.
I could put the income = expenditure graph in here to show you guys what i mean.
His level of equilibrium was much lower than mine thus easier to achieve.

Cheap man. Very cheap.
There will be total ownage next round.
The only way out for you, is my ass.

Words~

"You're so precious. You're not alone. I love you, i care about you, and i am honored to be here with you"

Words that most people need to hear. Even better if whoever said it was honest.
A very small percentage of us are priviledged with hearing these words.
Most of us are well aware of how cheap words are.
It costs us almost nothing to say something like that.
That's what i keep in mind. It costs me almost nothing to say it, it costs the same for everyone.

Words, are cheap.

There is however, a language that does not use words.
One of those things i realised when i was 5.
A language most of us only know how to use with words.
The drawback is that you can only communicate with your other you with this language.
Words represent this language.
Without this language you won't have words to say.

Can you think without words?

Yes you can. More accurately in fact.

You need proof for words. But emotions speaks for itself.
Feelings speaks for itself.
Your actions stands alone.

"You're so precious. You're not alone. I love you, i care about you, and i am honored to be here with you"

Means so little now.

Sabishii

I end up staring into space and getting flashbacks from all the sabishii around me.
My mind's so blank, i was staring at the sentence above for awhile. Trying to find a way to continue it.
Couldn't find any ways, so i didn't.

On to pressing matters.
... There's none. Ended up staring at that phrase above for abit as well.
I think my muse has been getting too many MC's of late.
It comes on and off.
I wish i could be writing something that's worth reading.

But that's how it goes isn't it?
I start with writing something that means nothing, then it would somehow lead to something worth reading.

...nope. still nothing.
Alot of time has passed since i typed out the first line of this entry.

Right now i'm thinking about clicking on the "publish" button.
If i end up clicking it, i'm sorry for writing up such a pathetic entry.
Will i click the button?
Dum dee dum...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*drumrolls*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Can't sleep~

I got woken up early in the bloody morning.
Can't seem to get back to sleep.

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
Just can't find one for this yet.

I was sick for a week. A really heavy fever. Today, everything's still sort of a blur. My reflexes slowed down, everything is dream-like.
Can't wait to recover.

A window opened for a little bird last night. Into my blog.
Took me ages to deide wether or not i should open that window.
I've been thinking of opening that window since my "Driving Ms Dew" entry.

So little bird, welcome. What we talked about last night will be in the back of my head at all time.
You can't write any of it in here though.

Private stuff.

Had a dream about throwing explosive batteries. Had a dream about being a prince again. My underwear's too tight. Foo got hooked. He's a friggin movie addict. He's into this girl who, up until last night, reminds me of Alicia Keys. He likes short skirts. He's going to kill me when he reads this.

I havent' been mentioning names in here of late, doesn't mean i don't remember you guys. A shout out to Freyja, who's rockin up UK on behalf of most of us, Erna the playa who got engaged. I still can't believe it. Shiawase who i see every day, Mari the bimbo who did something stupid, (how cliche was that sentence....)

Those i didn't mention, i DID forget about you. That's why your name isn't innere.

Angelic companions

And God said that for every man and woman he created, he gave them an angel companion who waits in heaven. The angels wait patiently, looking forward to judgement day and the time they would be united with their human counterparts.

In heaven they wait, watching. Countless angels - one for each of us that had ever existed.

Your angel watches your every move from where she stands. Waiting and even prays for your well-being, always caring. A creature "so beautiful you would lust for no other" made to your specification and reserved entirely for no other.

Your angel shares your pain and sorrow. Although rare, she also feels your happiness. Inhumanly human emotions makes her curse those who mistreats you, pushing them farther away from their happiness.

Someone is looking after you. There's always someone. Never forget that.

Watashi no...shiawase...doko desu ka?

Side profile of my negligence~ 

My dear Sera

Today at 1700 hours was the day and time i destroyed the faith we have upon each other.
Today i admit that i have been neglecting my responsibilities towards you.
Today i have, without a doubt, dissappointed you.

My dear Sera. I am so ashamed for what i've done. Damn the rain. Damn the slippery road.
DAMN THE KANCIL.

Slippery road. Lost control. Banged my Sera into the back of a Kancil that popped out onto the road in front of me.
It was either that car or the SUV.

Managed to save the headlights.

Just need to replace the hood and front bumper.

My beautiful Toyota Sera...
I'm gonna miss it. Wonder how long it's gonna take to fix it up.
Maybe even change it to a manual. Auto's starting to piss me off.

Aye, funny how yesterday Foo and happyfuck got banged in the back by some bimbo in a parking lot.
Two weeks ago eclipse played chicken with a four-wheeler - and lost.
Awfulviolet played chicken with a motorbike - and won.

What. A. Beautiful. Month. This. Is. Going. To. Be.

Oh. It was my first accident by the way. My "Probationary" licence is gonna expire in TWO days.