The time has come~

To ease off the computer games.
To put down the ps2 controller.
To ignore my handphone.
To pay a little less attention to my girl. (for a while. Seriously not that long)
To place my bouken upon the bed.
To leave my katana in its' sheath.

And update a well overdue update.
It's been too long aye?

First things first. I noticed i'm gettin ads posted as comments on my previous entry.
When did it start?
How can i get rid of it?
It will bug me for a long time.

I wonder what today's entry be about....


I suppose it's about relationship. The cycle, the ups and downs...
Any experienced lovers would know how a relationship goes.
The getting-to-know-each-other part,
The initial spark,
The end of the spark,
The settling down,
The ups and downs,
and in most cases, the break-up.

This part will be focused on the spark.
How long it normally lasts, how beautiful it was, and why it doesn't last for ever.
Why....
Apparently i'm supposed to know the answers. Why doesn't it last for ever.

One thing to take note of, is why it's called a "spark".
Like a lighter, what comes after a spark?
The flame.
How?
By feeding the spark fuel.

A relationship starts with a spark, then the flame depends on the quality of the fuel.

A steady flame is what we all want.
It needs the right fuel.
A spark is a must.
A huge spark that lasts long is simply a bonus.

I'll get to the point:

Being nice and sweet is enjoyed by any partner.
But does it mean anything?
Does it prove anything?
More importantly, does it prove the right thing?
Anybody can be nice and sweet.
Any guy can be.
Any guy who wants to get into a girls' pants could be, while giving the impression that he's there to last.
Immoral things, packaged nicely and sweetly.

Like i've said before, i'm not looking for someone to own. A property. A valuable item.
I'm looking for a companion in life.
Someone who, in this journey of life, would walk with me. Not in front nor back, but by my side where she should be.

This, i want to give, this i can't prove with nice and sweet things.
This you seem to have forgotten.

Sure it's not like that anymore.
It's something new.
Everything has grows at it's own pace.
Everything grows.

There's so many things i haven't been able to tell you directly.
But i can, here.
If you wish to make the spark last for ever, you're asking too much from me.
There's more to it than the spark.
There's real beauty in the concept.
I want more than the spark.

"Beautiful young people are freaks of nature,
Beautiful old people are works of art"

The same concept applies here. A beautiful start in a relationship is an accident. But an old happy couple who still love each other by accident is impossible.

Getting to the point: END.

I suppose it's pretty obvious that that was meant for someone in particular.

Not bad for a comeback entry aye?