A trap I fell in~

What have I been doing all this time?
Unnatural.
I can't believe how far i've deviated from my former self.
Why am i so distracted?

I need to focus.
I need to be able to focus.

Thanks man.
My envy of your progress had always been what kept me going.
I guess after all this time i still can't escape or surpass it.

As much as i hate it, you saved me yet again.

Bu