Why i don't blog~

My current blogging pattern is obviously different than how it started.
Back then, i had things to say, people to say it to.
Subliminal messages to send...haha.

Now i don't.
I think i've slowly lost interest in people..in general.
That social needs, make new friends, meet new people...bla bla bla...

A long time ago, i was the kind of person who would rather keep things to himself.
Most of my time is spent on just trying to understand myself.
Observing myself.
One day it changed, i began to observe the world, make comparisons, understand other people and other things in other places.

Now i'm falling back to the initial state of mind. Something isn't right. Maybe, in the seas of new people and places, i've lost touch with myself. Things i thought i knew about me has become obsolete information.

I may grow up lifeless and lonely.
The thought of it doesn't seem to bother me anymore.

Happy people don't blog.
People who has lost much don't blog as well.
People who couldn't give alot of shits out there.

Oh, and there's a load of things i don't give a fuck about now.